There’s currently 3 options for posting in my world… here (30 Day Creation Challenge), my personal Facebook page, and the Access Worldwide site. I toy all the time with which one to post to and where my writing will be most received for the topic. I post to my personal page when I feel like there’s a larger message I want to get out to the world, to the Access page when it’s lots of inside awarenesses into things that people outside Access may not get or understand and I post HERE when I have a secret or a discomfort with myself and I need to feel super safe in posting. There’s something about creating a “secret” group that makes me want to reveal all my secrets!! How cool is that?
I felt the same way with the 30 day Body Challenge some months ago! Actually, that was where I first started posting on FB at all!! Kind of weird to think I’m completely new to Facebook just 5 months ago! I had never posted a single thing till the 30 day Body Challenge nor had an outlet for my writing except for an occasional email. Talk about a game changer!
And so I stall. How do I even describe what’s going on with my body and energy after my 3 classes in Denmark? The intensity and energy I am feeling almost all the time is potent. I can palpably FEEL the creative juices flowing like a raging river through every cell. I don’t want to eat, sleep is brief, and I am hungry, sooooo hungry…. and this hunger is not new to me. I’ve always been hungry as long as I can remember. And I have tried so hard to manage this hunger with food (and/or drama)…which led me down a slippery slope to self-judgment and constant psychic pain.
So now, after last week, my hunger is revealed to be something else entirely that doesn’t have to do with food at all. ( A few demon clearings during my 2 body classes and a discussion about entities have also helped immensely…) And I am left with the sometimes overwhelming and humongous hunger to create!
Amazing things are happening both with my writing and my riding AND lots of discomfort has come up as well as I wonder how to BE in this space that is soooo intense right now…will I actually combust? And is that a question? or one of those conclusion thingys with a question mark attached?
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Nikki Jordan When you say “stall,” I think perhaps you are integrating? When we are downloading (which is often what happens with creative types when they “channel”), often the energy is so strong, it’s as though you are the transformer … transforming the frequen…See More -
Diane Collier Amy Thank You!! Your posts capture word for word how I’m Being. Brings soooo much more Awareness to my world. And I’m also new to FB & posting et al and it feels like you showing me how easy it all is… Thank you my secret group FB friend !!!! xxxx -
Stephanie Richardson I read hunger to create and took a deep breath! YES! THAT! (poof! fire and smoke!) -
Amy Hirsch Nikki— did that help? Are u kidding me?!? It’s like u just tossed me a life jacket as I’m drowning in a raging river!! That didn’t just “help” that was like nourishment to my starving soul right now!!! To say thank u doesn’t even touch it!!! -
Amy Hirsch Diane– I love u!!
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Amy Hirsch And Stephanie– YES THAT!!! Bring it on!
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Blossom Benedict Vanderpol I love this group is that space for you Amy. I know that kind of hunger well. And it always invites amazing things for me if I don’t try to smolder it. A rumbling. I’m excited already! -
Heather Karian Nichols Love this…. And what if you did allow yourself to combust?! 💥 -
Johanna Pansera sometimes for me when it get really intense I just have to
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Diane Collier Hey Amy… Love you too!!!!! xxx
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