I now know why I almost didn’t go. I knew I wasn’t coming back the same. I even said “Goodbye” to my bedroom and personal objects before I left, slowly and quietly sneaking out of the house in order not to wake the household. I relished driving down under the cover of darkness evading all the energies crying out to me to just STAY HOME!, continue on with my life as usual, stop asking for more change and just for plain MORE!

And going through the class, little by little, it became apparent that an unraveling was occurring…everything I had been harboring, hiding, or evading was addressed, some in small strokes and some in massive tsunami ones.

To say I’m a little wonky right now would be an understatement. My body is processing so much that it just needs some really quiet R&R, some gentle attention and lots of sleep.

My horses are calling, my dogs are nipping, my kids are clamoring and my partner is asking…and I am being in the space between what I thought I knew to be true and what I now sense is possible. And how does it fricking get better than that?!?!?!